Friday, February 29, 2008

no, not yet.

I'll have to be honest. I don't LOVE my boobs yet. Not yet. But today for the first time I LIKED them. I honestly expected to LOVE the girls right off the bat. But it's been anything but that. Struggling with them physically and emotionally has been the trend so far. But today I decided I was going to make an effort and go out. Look good. And with my clothes on, after I got over how different they looked, I thought to myself "They don't look so bad. They look proportional! They look good!". It was the first time I didn't feel flat-chested. It felt good to feel good about them. I'm not where I would like to be in terms of how I feel about my breasts yet BUT I am getting there. And that's exciting.

1 comment:

jodibarrett said...

Hey Pri
So I just caught myself up on your whole experience and I am sooo proud of you for going through with it! Your so strong girl! :)
I cant wait to see you, I bet you look fantastic!!
When your fully healed we will get Mandy (and hopefully Heather) and reschedule our clubbing time. Celebrate the new girls ;)
Love ya tons and miss ya!
Hope you feel completly better soon!!
*big hug!* I'm thinking about ya!