this is it.

In 12 hours I'm going to be at North York General ready to be put to sleep for my surgery. 12 more hours. Wow. I can't believe that the day is almost here. Today is the last time I look the way I have been for the past few years. It was interesting picking a bra to wear today. It took me a while. The last time I wear my 32 H bras. I chose to wear my black one with pick lace - it makes me feel good. :).

I'm starting to get nervous about the surgery now. I haven't done anything this serious to my body ever and I know it's going to be painful. I'm starting to get butterflies in my stomach. And I almost want to doubt but I know this is the RIGHT thing for me and the right TIME. In 12 hours.

I have to be at the hospital at 6:30 tomorrow and then it all begins. I went to visit my friend who got it done and she looked good. A little pale from the process of the surgery and she said that the pain wasn't as bad as she expected and that the process wasn't as bad as she expected either. Apparently Dr. Sean Rice was with her throughout the process and came to check up on her three time after. I feel so good about the surgeon we chose.

Anyway, this is it for a week or so I think. I will definitely be updating this more after the surgery is done and I can type again. Pray for me guys :).